im happy that we are back to how we used to be!
even though knowing that i shouldnt think about it anymore,
i still harbour the hope.



i realised that i really like you.
maybe, i can wait for you.
to wait for you to fall for me.
of course, if you can get together with someone you like,
i will be happy for you. :).

so looking forward
to everything that will happen to us.

does human changes that cause the environment to change, or vice versa ?

i feel that, im no longer the good friend to u.
your attention is on her, like so totally.
and you even say, if you can't get her, she'll be a v v good friend to u.
im not sure how good she is...
im jealous... not because i want to get u back,
is because im not longer the friend u really treasure and turn to anymore.

ahhhhhh
i dislike myself now.

i thought i would at least get a birthday wish from you...
in the end... -cried-

yes i know, i shouldnt even think of it.
now, i didnt even know if u rem my birthday, but you chose not to wish me after all the things that happened.

再多不捨 也無法逗留
你的宇宙 空氣太稀薄
到底怎麼了 漸凍的笑容
忍著淚對你說 剩這一次難過

也許愛早已有裂縫 不只是我想太多
懷裡太多自我 我們怎麼相擁

oh 我
以為這是永久 以為你在乎我
一起做的夢 原來只有我懂
oh 我
以為你會不同 以為躲得過心痛
沒有沒有 你的未來沒有我

再多不捨 也無法逗留
你的宇宙 空氣太稀薄
到底怎麼了 漸凍的笑容
忍著淚對你說 剩這一次難過

也許愛早已有裂縫 不只是我想太多
懷裡太多自我 我們怎麼相擁

oh 我
以為這是永久 以為你在乎我
一起做的夢 原來只有我懂
oh 我
以為你會不同 以為躲得過心痛
沒有沒有 你的未來沒有我

oh 我
以為這是永久 以為你在乎我
一起做的夢 原來只有我懂
oh 我
以為你會不同 以為躲得過心痛
沒有沒有 你的未來沒有我

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last night i had a good time at Lydia's house.
we surprised Huei! hehe...
its really great to know them. :)





// Freedom is the ability
to make your own decisions

真的想跟你說沒關係
不是沒受過傷的年紀
最後那次擁抱的慢動作
愛放得很輕　是我沒勇氣領取
帶走做滿記號的日歷
靜待生活被打回原形
難熬是因為太需要你
還是找不回自己

我知道你沒有變
幸福本來就容易被誤會
急著愛　急著追　急著認定完美
人忘了自己是誰

多希望我也沒變
我的世界本來應該謙卑
是你愛　是你追　
讓我感覺優越
沒想過如何面對　
你的拒絕

真的想跟你說沒關係
不是沒受過傷的年紀
最後那次擁抱的慢動作
愛放得很輕　是我沒勇氣領取
帶走做滿記號的日歷
靜待生活被打回原形
難熬是因為太需要你
還是找不回自己

我知道你沒有變
幸福本來就容易被誤會
急著愛　急著追　急著認定完美
人忘了自己是誰

多希望我也沒變
我的世界本來應該謙卑
是你愛　是你追　
讓我感覺優越
沒想過如何面對　
你的拒絕

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nice saturday!
windy too~~~~~

lydia house later for a party!
hahaha!
going to help huei celebrate her birthday as well~~

This will be the last time that i write about you.

so this is how you treasure friendship.
do you really treasure a friend like me as you mention before? if yes, why do you have to do this...
of course im not ready now to get back to how we used to be, doesnt mean that im ready to lose a friend.
since you are so sure that you dont need me as a friend, what can i do...

yes, you really totally have no feelings towards me. so am i supposed to thank you for putting an act with me for the past few weeks?
i gave you chances to end it, but all you said is you still care. tell me, is it all my fault?
im not blaming you, its just that you seems to push all the faults on my cousins and me. maybe im wrong. -shrugs-

i have feelings too okay. do you think i can't tell that your heart is not with me? i just dont want to be that pathetic. your actions speak so much louder than your words. its not totally about the 'not replying msg-es'.

anyway, we all gotta move on which i think you are doing it very well.

Take care and dont always be emo! :)

A song for you.




不確定就別親吻 感情很容易毀了一個人
一個人若不夠狠 愛淡了不離不棄多殘忍

你留下來的垃圾 我一天一天總會丟完的
我甚至真心真意的祝福 永恆在你的身上先發生

你還是要幸福 你千萬不要再招惹別人哭
所有錯誤從我這裏落幕 別跟著我 銘心 刻骨

你還是要幸福 我才能確定我還得很清楚
確定自己再也不會佔據 你的篇幅
明天 開始 這一切都結束

還我鑰匙的備份 我覺得再見可以很單純
我甚至真心真意的祝福 永恆在你的身上先發生

你還是要幸福 你千萬不要再招惹別人哭
所有錯誤從我這裏落幕 別跟著我 銘心 刻骨

你還是要幸福 我才能確定我還得很清楚
確定自己再也不會佔據 你的篇幅
明天 開始 這一切都結束

你還是要幸福 你千萬不要再招惹別人哭
所有錯誤從我這裏落幕 別跟著我 銘心 刻骨

你如果很幸福 半夜的簡訊我就無需回覆
因為你的悲喜已經有了 容身之處 我也 能有 最純粹的孤獨