JoVee In The House

2011-11-30T19:01:00.002+08:00

im happy that we are back to how we used to be!
even though knowing that i shouldnt think about it anymore,
i still harbour the hope.

i realised that i really like you.
maybe, i can wait for you.
to wait for you to fall for me.
of course, if you can get together with someone you like,
i will be happy for you. :).

so looking forward
to everything that will happen to us.

2011-11-09T21:29:00.002+08:00

does human changes that cause the environment to change, or vice versa ?

i feel that, im no longer the good friend to u.
your attention is on her, like so totally.
and you even say, if you can't get her, she'll be a v v good friend to u.
im not sure how good she is...
im jealous... not because i want to get u back,
is because im not longer the friend u really treasure and turn to anymore.

ahhhhhh
i dislike myself now.

2011-10-24T20:36:00.002+08:00

i thought i would at least get a birthday wish from you...
in the end... -cried-

yes i know, i shouldnt even think of it.
now, i didnt even know if u rem my birthday, but you chose not to wish me after all the things that happened.

2011-09-11T15:49:00.002+08:00

再多不捨也無法逗留
你的宇宙空氣太稀薄
到底怎麼了漸凍的笑容
忍著淚對你說剩這一次難過

也許愛早已有裂縫不只是我想太多
懷裡太多自我我們怎麼相擁

oh 我
以為這是永久以為你在乎我
一起做的夢原來只有我懂
oh 我
以為你會不同以為躲得過心痛
沒有沒有你的未來沒有我

再多不捨也無法逗留
你的宇宙空氣太稀薄
到底怎麼了漸凍的笑容
忍著淚對你說剩這一次難過

也許愛早已有裂縫不只是我想太多
懷裡太多自我我們怎麼相擁

oh 我
以為這是永久以為你在乎我
一起做的夢原來只有我懂
oh 我
以為你會不同以為躲得過心痛
沒有沒有你的未來沒有我

oh 我
以為這是永久以為你在乎我
一起做的夢原來只有我懂
oh 我
以為你會不同以為躲得過心痛
沒有沒有你的未來沒有我

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last night i had a good time at Lydia's house.
we surprised Huei! hehe...
its really great to know them. :)

// Freedom is the ability
to make your own decisions

2011-09-10T14:10:00.002+08:00

真的想跟你說沒關係
不是沒受過傷的年紀
最後那次擁抱的慢動作
愛放得很輕　是我沒勇氣領取
帶走做滿記號的日歷
靜待生活被打回原形
難熬是因為太需要你
還是找不回自己

我知道你沒有變
幸福本來就容易被誤會
急著愛　急著追　急著認定完美
人忘了自己是誰

多希望我也沒變
我的世界本來應該謙卑
是你愛　是你追　
讓我感覺優越
沒想過如何面對　
你的拒絕

真的想跟你說沒關係
不是沒受過傷的年紀
最後那次擁抱的慢動作
愛放得很輕　是我沒勇氣領取
帶走做滿記號的日歷
靜待生活被打回原形
難熬是因為太需要你
還是找不回自己

我知道你沒有變
幸福本來就容易被誤會
急著愛　急著追　急著認定完美
人忘了自己是誰

多希望我也沒變
我的世界本來應該謙卑
是你愛　是你追　
讓我感覺優越
沒想過如何面對　
你的拒絕

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nice saturday!
windy too~~~~~

lydia house later for a party!
hahaha!
going to help huei celebrate her birthday as well~~

2011-09-09T21:29:00.002+08:00

This will be the last time that i write about you.

so this is how you treasure friendship.
do you really treasure a friend like me as you mention before? if yes, why do you have to do this...
of course im not ready now to get back to how we used to be, doesnt mean that im ready to lose a friend.
since you are so sure that you dont need me as a friend, what can i do...

yes, you really totally have no feelings towards me. so am i supposed to thank you for putting an act with me for the past few weeks?
i gave you chances to end it, but all you said is you still care. tell me, is it all my fault?
im not blaming you, its just that you seems to push all the faults on my cousins and me. maybe im wrong. -shrugs-

i have feelings too okay. do you think i can't tell that your heart is not with me? i just dont want to be that pathetic. your actions speak so much louder than your words. its not totally about the 'not replying msg-es'.

anyway, we all gotta move on which i think you are doing it very well.

Take care and dont always be emo! :)

A song for you.

不確定就別親吻感情很容易毀了一個人
一個人若不夠狠愛淡了不離不棄多殘忍

你留下來的垃圾我一天一天總會丟完的
我甚至真心真意的祝福永恆在你的身上先發生

你還是要幸福你千萬不要再招惹別人哭
所有錯誤從我這裏落幕別跟著我銘心刻骨

你還是要幸福我才能確定我還得很清楚
確定自己再也不會佔據你的篇幅
明天開始這一切都結束

還我鑰匙的備份我覺得再見可以很單純
我甚至真心真意的祝福永恆在你的身上先發生

你還是要幸福你千萬不要再招惹別人哭
所有錯誤從我這裏落幕別跟著我銘心刻骨

你還是要幸福我才能確定我還得很清楚
確定自己再也不會佔據你的篇幅
明天開始這一切都結束

你還是要幸福你千萬不要再招惹別人哭
所有錯誤從我這裏落幕別跟著我銘心刻骨

你如果很幸福半夜的簡訊我就無需回覆
因為你的悲喜已經有了容身之處我也能有最純粹的孤獨

Wed

2011-09-07T22:54:00.001+08:00

Do u ever come across something n u think of me, with the sudden urge to text me...?
I do...
And i realised some things are easier said than done.
I can't be that gd friend or sister of ur's anymore.

Even though i wish u could be happy, i still dont feel good to know that u seems to be falling in love now...
If u ever realised, or maybe u did not... U are a selfish person.

I might smile at u or i will treat u as a stranger if we ever meet again. I dont know.
Time, is what i need.

// never fall for your gd friend.
If u ever did, keep it in silent.

Insomnia

2011-09-05T06:35:00.001+08:00

Slpy nw....
Couldnt slp till 2am.... Had a nightmare somemore.... Suxs.....

2011-09-04T21:24:00.002+08:00

spent my weekends at home. watched FD 5 online. hmmm not that gross....

Miss A - Goddbye Baby

starting my exams this wed... haven start studying...
sooo no mood to study...
tml night gotta chiong liao!

// If 2 people are realy meant for each other,
it doesnt mean that they hae to be together right now,
but they will eventually be together, One Day....

Weekends!!

2011-09-03T01:59:00.001+08:00

Finally its weekends!!!
Im soooo tired this week!

Mentally n physically tired.... + insomnia...
Everytime i think of u, i got this weird feeling. Almost the whole time, u cross my mind.
I dont even know what u really want n how sld i/ we do to get back to how we used to be....
I wish u could be happy... :)
N really, u didnt treat me that bad at all... It was me..........

//Life needs to make up it's mind. First it's happy, then confused, then in love, then sad, then heartbroken, then a pile of rubbish

Busy day!!

2011-09-01T23:08:00.001+08:00

Busy day!!! Practically working non stop till 7pm! This mth end is a killer......
Tiring..... :x. Need to take pain killer before slping, headache!

Exams coming soon .... No more going out on weekends for 2 weeks...

Happy! :D
I was thinking how to make things clear.... Thanks for taking the initiative to bring the topic out.....
I feel really good now! :)

//whatever i said before are true even though i get a lil' confused at times.... i still like u, u r such a nice person... :)

Insomnia

2011-09-01T01:00:00.001+08:00

Can't slp....

Happy Birthday Ah Ma!

2011-08-30T21:50:00.001+08:00

The longevity peach

Our pic w Ah Ma....!

Really great to spend my holiday there... Tml will be a busy day.... And need to go Ah Ma hse again after work for steamboat dinner....

// i guess im the one who is nt ready

At the end of the day

2011-08-29T13:14:00.002+08:00

My colleague bought these!! Hahaha!
My fav Waffles!

Finally its end of the day!

Its been a busy day... Emails, backlogs to clear and stocktake. soooo tired.
Luckily tml is PH! Going to Ah Ma hse to for her birthday celebration!

So another day passed without 'u' but i still miss waiting for ur msg-es.... And im still waiting..... hopefully time will help us to how we used to be...

//Letting go does not mean to stop caring... Trust me i dont plan to leave u alone, im still here if u ever need me...

Monday

2011-08-29T08:21:00.001+08:00

Angry bird is so popular that its on exam paper!

Can't really slp... Resulting in bad headache now...
I need a change of lifestyle...

//Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name
You'll see

Just Because

2010-08-05T20:30:00.001+08:00

“Just because I’m quiet, doesn’t mean I don’t have a lot to say.
Just because I appear happy, doesn’t mean everything is okay.
Just because I forgive, doesn’t mean i forget.
Just because I don’t listen to your problems, doesn’t mean I don’t care.
Just because I’m gullible, doesn’t mean I can be cheated.
Just because I’m stubborn, doesn’t mean I’m not easy going.
Just because I don’t study, doesn’t mean I’m stupid.
Just because I don’t show my feelings, doesn’t mean I don’t have any.
Just because I’m honest, doesn’t mean I’m outspoken.
Just becuase I’m not like you, doesn’t mean I’m weird.
Just because I’m unsure, doesn’t mean i’m afraid.
Just becuase I don’t love you, doesn’t mean I don’t have feelings for you.”

2010-07-11T19:09:00.003+08:00

im missing this! sticky.bun

i need to go and hav it one of these days! B Bakery @ Arab street...

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went up to skypark! awesome pool!

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english version of David Tao 爱很简单。。

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//喜欢装没事其实最累了
但我清楚很多事哭了也没用

2010-06-13T20:18:00.003+08:00

new song by 神木與瞳.

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if u have not visit MarinaBaySands,
u should go!
Casino; hotel; coming SkyPark;
great~~~! hehe.
my fav outlets @ MarinaBaySands
will be SweetSpot. :)
u may click on the links below.
and yes, u will find all the reviews abt SweetSpot.
hehe.

http://j2k3blogs.com/?p=5405

http://sparklingorstill.blogspot.com/2010/05/sweet-spot-marina-bay-sands-hotel.html

http://www.sgdessert.com/2010/06/sweetspot-marina-bay-sands.html

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last mth went for adidas sundown~
great!

sun setting!

waiting for race to start~~

we finished!

next race will be ShapeRun @ July~

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//i try and try to move on with my life
yet every part of me surrenders
at the mention of his name.....

2010-05-28T19:59:00.002+08:00

if you want more love
why don't you say so
if you want more love
why don't you say so
just say so

had timbre chicken wings last night!
satisfied...

//Oh but if i take my heart's advice
I should assume it's still unsteady
I am in repair, i am in repair

2010-05-24T21:01:00.003+08:00

watch 荃加福禄寿... its hilarious!
sat in the city.

month end is reaching soon...
which mean, i got to do stocktake. lol.
but it also mean, im getting my paycheck!!
hahaha.
im going to buy Julia Child Cooking Book!

//If someone wants to be in your life,
they will work to be a part of it.
So don’t bother saving a spot for someone
who won’t make an effort to stay.

Every time you smile at someone,
it is an action of love,
a gift to that person,
a beautiful thing.

i am giving love and gift
to people each day. :)
and i'm lovin' it!

2010-05-16T19:58:00.002+08:00

knock knock - Lenka

when you are in love
you can't fall asleep
because reality is better than your dreams
and
lately
i just love to sleep.

2010-05-10T22:05:00.001+08:00

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2010-03-24T21:36:00.002+08:00

Telephone - Lady Gaga feat Beyonce

i love this song
i love this MV
its so COOL!

LADY GAGA is just SO COOL!
so cliche~ =x.
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life's good
work's good
nothing suxs.

IM HAPPY
(",)v!

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my god son will arrive to this world
in 3mths ++ time!
so cannot wait to see him
and buy him clothes,
buy him toys... etc!!!!

Javion Cheng (Tentatively, this is his name).

Lol!

im going to buy him a
handsome suit!
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have a great night!

2010-02-18T14:13:00.002+08:00

start of with the 4 small kids in our family.
hee. YingCi meimei is so sweet and cute!

This year we took real less photos as compared to previous years.
On the 1st day,

On the 2nd day,
i went 5 Room to sit massage chair.
then MJ with cousins.

On the 3rd day,
we were so engrossed watching KungFu Mahjong~
Lol!

“When you’re eight or nine years old
and you look at the TV set
and men are landing on the moon
— anything is possible.
And that is something
we need to not lose sight of
— that the inspiration and
permission to dream is immense.”

2010-02-05T13:30:00.002+08:00

finally!
hehehe...

had Subway for lunch~
and drinking herbal tea now. =x
having bad sore throat and headache now.
i sld go see a doc,
and rest at home during the weekends...~

Lady Gaga

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1 more week to CNY!

2010-02-01T15:34:00.003+08:00

the above pic
simply describes me. NOW~
Lol~~~

well, i should do some spring cleaning
for my room.....

the thing is,
i've no idea....
on how to organise my stuffs
properly and nicely...
and i guess.....
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yea, ME,
In the end....
LAST MIN PANIC!
becoz mum will be nagging away...

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last 2 weeks....
bought 2 vests, 2 OL skirts,
3 dresses, 2 blazers and 1 blouse.

Pending To Buy List:
Shoes,
Bags,
Belts,
Lingerie,
Nightie....

Arghhhh!
im having headaches...~~
esp when there's so many PEOPLE
OUT THERE!!!

cannot wait for CNY!
Lol!

2010-01-28T15:25:00.004+08:00

bored at work now.

Do the below test!!!

First, identify yourself as right or left brainperson:

1. Hold your hands together, as if you were praying.
Look at your hands. If you see
Left thumb is below the right thumb ---> left brain
Right thumb is below the left thumb ---> right brain

2. Fold your arms in front of you (as if you are angry)
Right arm above left arm ---> left brain
Left arm above right arm ---> right brain

Second, based on 1+2 (order IS important), below is the interpretation of your personality:

Right-Left
Considerate, traditional, indirect type
Can instinctively read other's emotion, and respond friendly by natures. Although not very into taking initiatives in moving forward, but this person will always take a step back in supporting others. Stable personality and considerate, give others a being protected feeling. But the weakness is they cannot say no; regardless how unwilling they are, they will take care of others.

Right-Right
Loves challenges type
Straightfoward. Once they decided on one thing, will take action right away. Very curious, and love challenges. Dare to face dangers without thinking through (sometimes foolishly). Their weakness is they dont listen to others, will filter in only what whey want to hear in a conversation, and very subjective. However, because of their straightforward attitude, they tend to be fairly popular.

Left-Left
Dedicated, cold, perfectionist
Very logical in all aspects. The only way to defeat (or win over) him/her is through reasons. Has a lot of prides, and feeling strongly about doing the right thing. If they are your friends, they are very trustworthy. However, if they are your opponets, they will be very tough to deal with. Because they can be very "anal" as a perfectionist, they usually leave a bad impression of being hard to deal with when first met.

Left-Right
Likes to take care of others, leader type
Has a cool and keen observation ability to see through situations, yet still can be considerate in others needs. Because of their cool and calm nature, and strong sense of responsibility, they tend to become head of a group. Popular among people. However, they may not be able to help themselves in meddling because they want to take care of others too much. Very concerned about how others view them, and always on alert.

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a lame joke.
I assume the below pic is a joke. Lol!

Lesbians

A realistic joke

Orange

2010-01-26T16:51:00.001+08:00

A crazy joke.

Don't make ur wish anyhow.

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craving for steak.
Yum...

2010-01-24T14:12:00.002+08:00

It doesn’t take a lot to make me happy.

We forget it sometimes, in the little things & those little words.

(",)v!

2010-01-24T13:37:00.003+08:00

A-lin release her new album.
there are 2 songs that i like.

A-Lin-以前，以後

本来总是牵着的手
现在怎么各自寂寞
你在抽完烟後还要忙什么

本来总是浪漫炽热
现在怎么被动冷漠
你的心里是否还剩下温柔

假如我提的每个梦
你都觉得沉重
我还能够做什么
是放手或泪流

以前说的不是这种以後
快乐不该变得像彩虹
都要让大雨淋过才短暂拥有

以前要的不是这种以後
感动被生活辗过
爱情就磨成了寂寞

本来总是牵着的手
现在怎么各自寂寞
你在抽完烟後还要忙什么

本来总是浪漫炽热
现在怎么被动冷漠
你的心里是否还剩下温柔

假如我提的每个梦
你都觉得沉重
我还能够做什么
是放手或泪流

以前说的不是这种以後
快乐不该变得像彩虹
都要让大雨淋过才短暂拥有

以前要的不是这种以後
感动被生活辗过
爱情就磨成了寂寞

以前说的不是这种以後
心事不该窒息的锁着
相爱也不该变成
互相痛快的指责

以前要的不是这种以後
看幸福慢慢退缩
爱你值的不值的

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nice mv + nice song.

A-Lin-分手需要練習

谈起关於你的话题
终於可以不用缺席
甚至还表现得不再关心
从前你是伤的痕迹
现在不过是场回忆
忽远忽近

我怕的是低潮来袭
这城市哪里够隐密
藏住我突然想哭的情绪
宁愿失去斗志勇气
好过和你冷战推挤
这样谁输得起

原来分手是需要练习的
等时间久了会变勇敢的
你慢慢出走我渐渐放手
这不就是我们要的自由

原来分手是需要练习的
等伤口好了会变轻松的
海阔天空不残留一点痛
回头看怕懦弱往前走怕坠落
但我一定能学会
在想你的时候不难过

我怕的是低潮来袭
这城市哪里够隐密
藏住我突然想哭的情绪
宁愿失去斗志勇气
好过和你冷战推挤
这样谁输得起

原来分手是需要练习的
等时间久了会变勇敢的
你慢慢出走我渐渐放手
这不就是我们要的自由

原来分手是需要练习的
等伤口好了会变轻松的
海阔天空不残留一点痛
回头看怕懦弱往前走怕坠落
但我一定能学会
在想你的时候不难过

原来分手是需要练习的
等伤口好了会变轻松的
海阔天空不残留一点痛
回头看怕懦弱往前走怕坠落
但我一定能学会
在想你的时候不难过

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a meaningful song.

黃小琥沒那麼簡單

沒那麼簡單就能找到聊得來的伴
尤其是在看過了那麼多的背叛
總是不安只好強悍
誰謀殺了我的浪漫

沒那麼簡單就能去愛別的全不看
變得實際也許好也許壞各一半
不愛孤單一久也習慣
不用擔心誰也不用被誰管

感覺快樂就忙東忙西
感覺累了就放空自己
別人說的話隨便聽一聽自己作決定
不想擁有太多情緒
一杯紅酒配電影
在周末晚上關上了手機舒服窩在沙發裡

相愛沒有那麼容易每個人有他的脾氣
過了愛作夢的年紀轟轟烈烈不如平靜
幸福沒有那麼容易才會特別讓人著迷
什麼都不懂的年紀
曾經最掏心所以最開心曾經

沒那麼簡單就能去愛別的全不看
變得實際也許好也許壞各一半
不愛孤單一久也習慣
不用擔心誰也不用被誰管

感覺快樂就忙東忙西
感覺累了就放空自己
別人說的話隨便聽一聽自己作決定
不想擁有太多情緒
一杯紅酒配電影
在周末晚上關上了手機舒服窩在沙發裡

相愛沒有那麼容易每個人有他的脾氣
過了愛作夢的年紀轟轟烈烈不如平靜
幸福沒有那麼容易才會特別讓人著迷
什麼都不懂的年紀
曾經最掏心所以最開心曾經

相愛沒有那麼容易每個人有他的脾氣
過了愛作夢的年紀轟轟烈烈不如平靜
幸福沒有那麼容易才會特別讓人著迷
什麼都不懂的年紀
曾經最掏心所以最開心曾經
想念最傷心但卻最動心的記憶

2010-01-21T16:11:00.002+08:00

okay i can't wait
so can't wait to share this!

dont u find it funny!

OMG!
im in my office and
the moment i saw it, I LOL~

2010-01-21T15:51:00.002+08:00

Okay.
this pic,
makes me laugh today.
LOL!

its kinda of funny....

laughing at anything
is good for health.
wahahaha!

so LAUGH NOW!!!!

LOL!

2010-01-03T12:47:00.003+08:00

without words

i spent my weekends watching
'You're Beautiful'
and fell in love with this song.

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New Year countdown was spent with family.
BBQ @ cousin's hse. hehe.

Love spending time with my family.
even though my nieces n nephews
can really irritates me at times.

hope this year will be a good one!
(",)v!

will upload some pics next time.
*yawnz...
am slpy already... =0

Belated New Year!!

2009-12-18T22:11:00.002+08:00

如果還有明天

this song is abt the singer 薛岳, he got cancer. and his best friend, 劉偉仁, close himself in his own room, experiencing everything that 薛岳 was doing in hospital. That includes eating bland food, not bathing only wiping and then he wrote this song for him. if there's tml.

(薛岳)我们都有看不开的时候
总有冷落自己的举动
但是我一定会提醒自己
如果还有明天

(信)我们都有伤心的时候
总不在乎这种感受
但是我要把握每次感动
如果还有明天

(薛岳)如果还有明天
你想怎样装扮你的脸
(信)如果没有明天
要怎麽说再见

(信)如果你看出我的迟疑
是不是你也想要问我
究竟有多少事还没做
如果还有明天
(薛岳)如果真的还能够有明天
是否能把事情都做完
是否一切也将云消烟散
如果没有明天

(信)如果还有明天
你想怎样装扮你的脸
如果没有明天
要怎麽说再见
(薛岳)如果还有明天
你想怎样装扮你的脸
如果没有明天
要怎麽说再见

(薛岳)如果还有明天(信)如果还有明天
(薛岳)你想怎样装扮你的脸(信)装扮你的脸
(薛岳)如果没有明天
要怎麽说再见

(Rap)1990的秋天　演完最後一场　生老病死的对话　送来新的希望
下雨了下雨了　那是你的眼泪吗　将我淋湿可以吗　让我感受你的痛啊
笑我吧　不管黑夜是否太傻　笑我吧　走在边缘只剩挣扎
笑我吧　哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈　还有明天
1990的秋天　演完最後一场　生老病死的

the making of this song.

its very touching.

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lately, people ard me
are really driving me crazy.
too much pessimism..

im trying my best to be optimistic.

tired.

2009-11-07T19:12:00.004+08:00

刘力扬 - 礼物

终于可以在今天划上句点
一整夜翻阅过去画面
快想不起我们为何会诀别
只看到那双你送的鞋

走一步又一步我才发现绕了个圈
走了好几年又回到原点

你送的礼物会不会太特别
毫不避讳那不安的传言
但渐行渐远习惯到没感觉
难道你早想要我走远
你送的礼物在此刻好体贴
陪我回忆把过往走一遍
穿了这些年难免会有污点
就像每段爱总会有终点

世上最残酷的恐怕是时间
困住人一切却还向前
干涸的眼再挤不出一点咸
爱到如此可悲的境界

走一步又一步却跟不上你的脚步
你满意了为什么我却只想要哭

你送的礼物会不会太特别
毫不避讳那不安的传言
但渐行渐远习惯到没感觉
难道你早想要我走远
你送的礼物在此刻好体贴
陪我回忆把过往走一遍
穿了这些年难免会有污点
就像每段爱总会有终点

你说做自己吧我们都做回自己哦
不要再为爱受委屈

你送的礼物原来是一场劫
终于分别宿命一样准确
可笑到想要你赔给我时间
爱情有时廉价得可怜
光着脚我一路奔跑鲜血泪水一路狂飙
收起我的骄傲承认曾经备受煎熬
鞋上那记号只有你能明了
过了这一夜我就全忘掉
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起初只是喜欢这首歌的旋律，
直到我边听边看歌词，
我的眼矔便开始红了。。。。
我想起一个我听过的一个真实故事。
-〉
有一对夫妻结婚了十年。
妻子发现她的老公出轨。
有一天，她发了一个简讯给她的老公，
：那时，你买了鞋子给我。
听说一对情侣在一起，不能送鞋子给对方。
我一直不敢穿，可是最后我还是穿了。。。。

我觉的很难过。
尤其，是听到这首歌。。。
刘力杨把这歌词写的真好。

of coz i must thanks
XY for intro me this song!
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and
阿京有拿到最优秀新人！！！！
嘻嘻！！
太好了！！！

加油！！！！

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2009-11-03T21:38:00.002+08:00

change the world

If I can reach the stars.
Pull one down for U.
Shine it on my heart.
So U could see the truth.
That this love I have inside.
Is everything it seems.
But for now I find.
It's only in my dreams.
And I can change the world.
I will be the sunlight in your universe.
U would think my love was really something good.
Baby if I could change the world.

And if I could be king.
Even for a day.
I'd take U as my queen.
I'd have it no other way.
And our love would rule.
This kingdom we had made.
Till then I'd be a fool.
Wishing for the day.
That I can change the world.
I will be the sunlight in Ur universe.
U would think my love was really something good.
Baby if I could change the world.
Baby if I could change the world.

I could change the world.
I will be the sunlight in Ur universe.
U would think my love was really something good.
Baby if I could change the world.

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finally i got things to do at work!
wahahaha!

im going to miss ah jing's visit to sg this fri!
=x.......
gotta work... sighh.. sad...

--chatting with my niece now...
jo.vee;: playing games ?
ng: no
jo.vee;: then doing what now ?
ng: sleeping
jo.vee;: lie!
sleeping, still can reply me
ng: really

//speechless...
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//Why, do you always do this to me?
Why, couldn't you just see through me?
How come, you act like this
Like you just don't care at all

2009-11-01T20:24:00.002+08:00

蕭亞軒-倒數

怎麼我会说太晚了你不用送
其实我想说可不可以不要走
车里的歌尾奏已经结束
突然我们都沉默你不敢看我
讨厌这样我们都有话藏著不说
你总是那麼处处在意我
越害怕伤害我我感觉越难受
你不懂我没你想像脆弱

热情结束以后冷静开始以后
时间开始怂恿劝深爱的人放弃
我不想倒数还能爱多久不爱我请离开我
勇敢祝福以前找到幸福以前
我会耐心等候并重新适应寂寞
开始倒数开始忘记
值得你的爱已确定不是我

下一个周末会不会就各自过
渐渐少联络这样算不算分手
我会想念你亲吻你拥抱
但我不想欺骗我真实的感受
讨厌这样爱变质后谁都不认得
情人终究不一定变朋友
越相互关心著越加速疏远了
别触碰我在逞强的笑容

热情结束以后冷静开始以后
时间开始怂恿劝深爱的人放弃
我不想倒数还能爱多久不爱我请离开我
勇敢祝福以前找到幸福以前
我会耐心等候并重新适应寂寞
开始倒数开始忘记
值得你的爱已确定不是我

是不是从前我们太懒惰
放任心往相反方向移动直到看不清楚
你说出那一句谢谢你
眼泪忽然夺眶而出快要不能自己
难很困难再见要说的多快乐

热情结束以后冷静开始以后
时间开始怂恿劝深爱的人放弃
我不想倒数还能爱多久不爱我请离开我
勇敢祝福以前找到幸福以前
我会耐心等候并重新适应寂寞
开始倒数开始忘记我们都爱过
热情结束以后冷静开始以后
时间开始怂恿劝深爱的人放弃
我不想倒数还能爱多久不爱我请离开我
勇敢祝福以前找到幸福以前
我会耐心等候并重新适应寂寞
开始倒数开始忘记
值得你的爱我确定不是我
选择了艰难的路走
我相信这样是对的

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i like this song.

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几天前，很多事情都发生的好快。
冲冲忙忙的。。。
好像一切都是个梦。

//人的生于死真的是很难预料。

突然，感触也特别多。

//there's something that i feel i need to say.
but up till now, i've always feel afraid.

2009-10-19T15:00:00.001+08:00

last night i watched this episode.
jenny confessed to shane.
And shane said to alice, 'im happy that jenny's back to my life.'

i'm lovin' it.

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my eyes are red now.
i hope i dont hav to wear specs to work tml.
freakin' hate it.
wish to go home asap~ to take off my lens!
left eye is getting blur and alil' itchy....
right eye is red but painless at the moment.
arghhhhh!!!!!

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阿京will be coming to sg soon!!
hehehehez...
and im buying her book!
the book will be coming from taiwan!
hope she will come to promote her album!!

2009-10-15T17:21:00.002+08:00

craving for clam chowder.
so random. i know.
had clam chowder yesterday.
but still craving for it.

am sick!
F***.... hate it.
need to prepare for next sat nike run wan lehz!
kaoz....

2009-10-05T21:41:00.003+08:00

阿京！！
she's so funny!
and sing well..!
w good charisma!
love!!

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grandfather's in hospital.
hope he's okay~~

yawnz.....
so slpy...
needs more slp~~~~~~

2009-09-25T21:28:00.002+08:00

saying i love you

translation.

Youd always ask me,
how come you never say I love you?
do you really love me?

But you know,
I wanted something more sweeter,
I want to confess to you just like those lovers from movies, so that you wont forget

Ive waited for the white snow
Ill confess to you now, the words Ive held back

I love you
your smile brighter than the sunset
your two hands that embraced me
I love you, I love you

I promise that I will never leave you
I will always tell it to you face-to-face

You ask me whats to hesitate about,
is it that hard?
I want to hear what you got to say

But you know,
I wanted something more special,
I want a special day I can always remember, so that it wont pass forgotten

Ive waited for the white snow
Ill confess to you now, the words Ive held back

I love you
your smile brighter than the sunset
your two hands that embraced me
I love you, I love you

I promise that I will never leave you
I will always tell it to you face-to-face

I dont want to separate with you
not even a single moment
when I lean on you, I hope the time will stop
I love you

I love you
your smile brighter than the sunset
your two hands that embraced me
I love you, I love you

I promise that I will never leave you
I will always tell it to you face-to-face

I love you, I love you
loving you, loving you
I love you
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Happy Belated Birthday to Jonas and Ray!
Happy Birthday to Sammi!!

heehez...

2009-09-19T13:30:00.001+08:00

i kissed a girl

This was never the way I planned, not my intention
I got so brave, drink in hand, lost my discretion
It's not what I'm used to, just wanna try you on
I'm curious for you caught my attention

I kissed a girl and I liked it
The taste of her cherry chapstick
I kissed a girl just to try it
I hope my boyfriend don't mind it

It felt so wrong, it felt so right
Don't mean I'm in love tonight
I kissed a girl and I liked it
I liked it

No, I don't even know your name, it doesn't matter
You're my experimental game, just human nature
It's not what good girls do, not how they should behave
My head gets so confused, hard to obey

I kissed a girl and I liked it
The taste of her cherry chapstick
I kissed a girl just to try it
I hope my boyfriend don't mind it

It felt so wrong, it felt so right
Don't mean I'm in love tonight
I kissed a girl and I liked it
I liked it

Us girls we are so magical
Soft skin, red lips, so kissable
Hard to resist, so touchable
Too good to deny it
It ain't no big deal, it's innocent

I kissed a girl and I liked it
The taste of her cherry chapstick
I kissed a girl just to try it
I hope my boyfriend don't mind it

It felt so wrong, it felt so right
Don't mean I'm in love tonight
I kissed a girl and I liked it
I liked it

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cough.
i hate it.
its time to stop
stop those unhealthy lifestyle.
=p

2009-09-17T17:18:00.004+08:00

too lost in you
You look into my eyes, I go out of my mind.
I can't see anything, cos this loves got me blind.
I can't help myself, I can't break this spell, I can't even try.

I'm in over my head, you got under my skin.
I've got no strength at all, in the state that I'm in.
And my knees are weak, and my mouth can't speak, fell too far this time.

*Chorus*

Baby, I'm too lost in you, caught in you,
lost in everything about you.
So deep, I can't sleep, I can't think,
I just think about the things that you do, (you do)
I'm too lost in you, (too lost in you).

Well you whisper to me, and I shiver inside.
You undo me and move me, in ways undefined.
And you're all I see, and you're all I need,
Help me baby, help me baby, help me baby, help me now.

Cos I'm slipping away, like the sand to the tide.
Falling into your arms, falling into your eyes.
If you get too near, I might disappear, I might lose my mind.
Ohhhh.

*Chorus*

Baby, I'm too lost in you, caught in you,
lost in everything about you.
So deep, I can't sleep, I can't think,
I just think about the things that you do, (you do)
I'm too lost in you, (too lost in you).

I'm going crazy in love for you baby, (I can't eat and I can't sleep)
I'm going down like a stone in the sea.

No one can rescue me, (no one can rescue me).

Ohhhh, Ohhhhh
My baby, (my baby).
Ohhhh
Baby, baby,

*Chorus*

Baby, I'm too lost in you, caught in you,
lost in everything about you.
So deep, I can't sleep, I can't think,
I just think about the things that you do, (you do)
I'm too lost in you, (too lost in you).

I'm lost in you, I'm lost in you
I'm lost in everything about you.
So deep, I can't sleep, I can't think,
I just think about the things that you do, (you do)
I'm too lost in you, (too lost in you).

Ohhhh.

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HAPPY TODAY!!!
hehehez...

alright,
going for a run later!

and gossip girl season 3
is here!!

finally.
(",)v!

2009-09-16T17:19:00.002+08:00

You're not sorry
All this time I was wasting,
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again,
But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can say that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no ohhh

Looking so innocent,
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no, ohhh

You're not sorry no no ohhh

You had me falling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no ohhh

You're not sorry, no no ohhh

2009-09-13T20:14:00.001+08:00

Love me or Leave me...

last night,
u dont love me,
yet, u dont want to leave me.

when sunrises,
u stil dont love me,
but u leave me........

2009-09-06T15:19:00.000+08:00

Now that it's all said and done
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like an old abandoned house
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath
I fell too far, was in way too deep
Guess I let you get the best of meeee

(Chorus)
Well I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, time agooo!
And I never thought I'd doubt you
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know
I'm slowly getting closure
I guess it's really over
I'm finally gettin' better
Now I'm picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through
I got over you!!!
(End Chorus)

You took a hammer to these walls
Dragged the memories down the hall
Packed your bags and walked away
There was nothing I could say,
And when you slammed the front door shut
A lot of other's opened up
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for meee

(Chorus)
Well I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, time agooo!
And I never thought I'd doubt you
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know
I'm slowly getting closure
I guess it's really over
I'm finally getting' better
Now I'm picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through
I got over you!!!
(End Chorus)

I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, long time agooo
And I never thought I'd doubt you
I'm better off without you

And I never saw it coming
I should have started running
I'm finally getting better
Now I'm picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
And I got over you!!!
And I got over you!!!
And I got over you!!!

The day I thought I'd never get through
I got over you...

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i believe i will.

//dont ya know.
am sick of you.
all the things you say
all the things you do

2009-09-03T01:20:00.002+08:00

i love this song so much...

creep - radiohead
When you were here before,
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel,
Your skin makes me cry

You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so very special

But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts,
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice
when I'm not around
You're so very special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here, ohhhh, ohhhh

She's running out the door
She's running out
She run run run run...
run...

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so very special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here

I don't belong here...

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lately being soooo overly slack.

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//craps.
i hate it manz.
F off from my life.
and i think its going to be soon..
real soon...~

2009-06-25T22:40:00.001+08:00

潘玮柏 new song!

my fav song in his album!

2009-06-24T12:13:00.003+08:00

Aloha!!

start of with 阿京's photo.
lol~

I am working now!!!
covering my recep.
she went for lunch.. ohh...
and i cannot wait to go for lunch!!!
meeting Don and Bin Di! hhahaha.

*Pls help to click on the ads!
and register for the free samples!
u can get free samples before buying the products that u want!
its better~~~!
so then u wont spend so much moolahz on a product,
using it once/twice, and realised it doesnt suits u
or doesnt work at all!*

arigato!!

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~dont know when is 阿京 coming to sg..~
come come come faster faster faster!!!!

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sad note. =(
im wearing specs to work...
its being 3 days. 2 more days to go.
weekends camp at home.
im so fugly. hate it.
i think 阿京 better come later...
LOL!!!!

2009-06-06T16:48:00.004+08:00

went amk hub with Jonas again~
lol~
had sticky rice! not bad!!
and durian pancake for dessert~
LOL!

And, Most Importantly!
-->>>
我终于买到阿京的cd了！！

里面还有送阿京的postcards!! 5 张！！
我太开心了！！呼虎！！！

哈哈！是jonas spot到阿京的cd的。。。
good job!!!
hehehez!!!

我也买了潘帅的新cd!007!

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a very random post.
我一岁的照片
嘻嘻。。

忘了是几岁。。。
去sentosa拍的照片。。

还记的，以前是坐船去sentosa的。哈哈！
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lastly,

嘻嘻嘻！！

2009-05-19T23:03:00.003+08:00

missed my bus juz now!! was listening to 阿京's song..
LOL!
too engrossed liaoz...

went amk hub w J..
met nitha and had a LONG CHAT!
LOL! J also join in the chat...~
hahahaha!
3 women really can make it when it comes to talking!!

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looking forward to sat!
meeting vicu!
and also some of my babes to sg flyer n drinking session!!!
loves!!!~~~
come weekend!!!

2009-05-17T21:28:00.007+08:00

yesterday went to Hong Lim Park to support the PINKDOT event!
so pinky!! i love!!

see.... so many pinks!!!

there's even a pink dog!! so cute can!

and lastly,

PINKDOT

Openness, understanding and tolerance are important tenets of our society. In Singapore, however, very little is known about a segment of Singaporeans – the LGBTs (lesbians, gays, bisexuals and transgendered individuals). Out of fear and ignorance, prejudice forms.

Many negative things have said about the LGBT community; that they are abnormal, anti-family, perverse, demented, diseased… the list goes on.

Safe to say, the LGBT community in Singapore has been subject to a multitude hate speech and bigotry.

Pink Dot recognises that many Singaporeans are conservative. However, we also recognize the dangers that prejudice and bigotry can have on our social fabric. We are mindful that in some countries, hate crimes towards the sexual minorities have spurred outcries and social unrest.

2009-05-17T21:13:00.004+08:00

my fav song in her album!

张芸京 - 让我照顾你

你一个人失了魂清晨哭到夜深
不要别人问
我不出声一直等听你说你心疼
当时好傻好天真

如果可以我愿意这样陪你到永恒

让我照顾你面对再大的风雨
也能微笑做自己像个孩子躺在我怀里
让我照顾你在这荒芜世界里
就算有新的剧情在明天等着你
然而在你最需要的此刻请让我轻抚你

总有一天会有人一个懂你的人
让你从此不心疼

如果可以我愿意这样陪你到永恒

让我照顾你面对再大的风雨
也能微笑做自己像个孩子躺在我怀里
让我照顾你在这荒芜世界里
就算有新的剧情在明天等着你
然而在你最需要的此刻请让我照顾你

你看破了虚伪拆穿爱的假面
後悔曾经为他付出一切喔~
我会在你身边当你伤心欲绝
不奢望你涌然泉源喔~

让我照顾你面对再大的风雨
也能微笑做自己像个孩子躺在我怀里
让我照顾你在这荒芜世界里
就算有新的剧情在明天等着你
当你对这世界失去信任请让我照顾你
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

2009-05-02T11:21:00.002+08:00

i think
at times,
even a friend who u think
u r close with
doesnt know what u want
and what u r thinking...

juz nv a time, know.

2009-04-23T11:59:00.004+08:00

being some time since i last blog.

J was saying my blog is gathering dust.
hahaha!

went for korean food on eve of good friday!
it was a nice one!

went mount faber after dinner! haha~...

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having a hard time struggling...
but its okay.
after some time,
everything will be fine.!

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sat, am going to ONE°15 with Vicu~
looking forward!!

2009-02-08T09:58:00.002+08:00

i think im nuts~
i watched bride wars twice within a week!
LOL!
its not that im so wanting to get married....
i love the movie...~

the 2 best frends.
hahaha...~

and this is my love!!
i mean the gown!!
its a love at 1st sight!!!
i want this!!!!

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weekends always passed so fast~
tml is monday again~~~
*yawnz........

nvm....
18th feb is getting nearer!!

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hav a nice day! =)

2009-02-01T16:36:00.001+08:00

满园玫瑰我以爲找到我那一朵
认真爱了却狠狠刺伤我的双手
责备什麽人也没有用
玫瑰都红难免看错

望着天空爱是风活在童话里头
小王子说有些事流浪过才会懂
原来每颗心都有个洞
找不到真爱会一直寂寞

我但愿有一个人在等我
在属於我的612星球
好让我忍着痛也愿意往下走
不快乐至少要有梦

一定会有一个人在等我
无条件拥抱着我的所有
想遇见我还要翻越多少山丘
花别谢太快请你等等我

擦干眼泪一个人漂流在这宇宙
小王子说爱一定开在某个角落
不想相爱的人那麽多
我会幸福吗在什麽时候

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its feb already~
so fast!!!

so looking forward to
the feb 18!!!
leaving SG finally!!!!!
woo hoo....~

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Ting,
hope our CNY wish can come true!!

XY,
hope ur's come true too!

LOL!!!

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//waiting for the moment to come

2009-01-28T23:34:00.003+08:00

ill never break your heart - backstreet boys

this song is my all time fav! lol~
sing this to me....!!
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went to catch jack neo's production yest.
hm... so so only...
i not stupid nicer... wahhhaa~
sld watch inkheart....
but overall still not bad.....

st james no more AJ night!
monday was the last AJ night~
and its damn packed.... goodness...

im proud of myself!
LOL!
finally i get rid of ciggs!
clubbing w/o ciggs and alcohol~
quite bored actually...
-.-"""".....
but im happy!!!!

aiya, i still want to watch inkheart...
---------------------------------

fri need to do stock take till midnight...
so sianz.......
sat need to work as well....

left with sunday only....

2009-01-23T21:14:00.000+08:00

=)

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CNY is coming!!!

2009-01-13T17:18:00.002+08:00

its almost mid of jan!

tiring dec i had.....
as well as jan~

lets start of with my 2009 resolution~
cliche.... i know~
lol~

1. being a teetotaler! heheez... which im doing it well so far!
2. smoke free for my body! lol~ trying v hard, still coping well with it!
3. slim down abit more lahz...~ metabolism is getting low for the age of 25 yrs old yah??..
4. to work harder? or to work harder to get in better terms with my new boss?? guess its gonna be hard for me.... =x.

alright, i can't list down anymore....
the above is enough for me.... lol~

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if i were to work more than others,
i dont mind.
juz that,
pls dont take it for granted.
and even i appeared to be v free
it doesnt means that im free...
i have my work to be done too...
or do u think that
only my work is not important??
maybe someday, u sld try doing mine...
im v willingly to take up any of ur work.

i am soooooo tired!!!!

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cny is ard the corner....~
i dont even got the time to shop...
suxs.....
nvm, last min also can....
this is what i do every year~
lol~

my cny wish:
i hope i wont hav any last min work!

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2008-12-21T19:46:00.003+08:00

gastric pain...
3 damn days....
still unwell...
med dont seems to help.....
whatever i eat,
i feel like vomit it out...
ARGHHH!!
guess tml,
i will need to see doc again...
sighhh......

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work is getting sianz....
i wonder why some is so good
in 'po-ing-...
and also good in
acting...~
juz becoz u wanna hav a good life
during work....
u hav to resort to this act...
goodness.... makes me -puke-

another one,
who thinks so highly of himself.
so suxs....
better think before u act..
knn~

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i've decided to quit drinking..!

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thats it~
im feeling nauseous now...
arghhh!
shit~~

2008-12-16T12:17:00.001+08:00

i love this ver!
partly becoz
nicky sang it not bad!!
hehehez....

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red eye....
sighh...
hate wearing specs!

2008-12-15T21:11:00.003+08:00

my personality...

http://youniverse.com/personality/feedback/b1c4986309a14cb5e0605ed72f6801da

2008-12-08T18:06:00.001+08:00

im watching this drama
to spend my public holiday.

didnt hav the chance to
finish the dvd...

emo holiday...

2008-12-04T21:10:00.003+08:00

high fever....

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new boss seems not bad.
so far,
quite happy with him.

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ending my night now...

2008-12-02T21:55:00.002+08:00

楊培安&戴愛玲 - 只要再看你一眼

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regret.
but at that time,
its hard to face it.

its not the matter of worth or not.
its a matter of
the way of handling.

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2008-11-30T22:09:00.002+08:00

心動心痛--劉畊宏&許慧欣

hearts this song!
and its a live ver.
hehehez...

no chance to sing this in K.
becoz.....
nv happen to find one,
who knows this song.

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tml is gonna be a busy and rush day.
mostly,
becoz, i didnt finish my work on fri.
am too slack le...
sat and sun also lazy to go back...
sobbb..z...

tue, my new manager is coming in!
hope he's a nice guy...
hehehez...

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xmas is reaching!
sibei happy lorz! my fav festive!!
hehehez...
but this yr gotta be abit more budget already.
sobbbz....

hope to celebrate xmas with my family..!
quite some time since i last join
all the gathering....
misses......
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got to slp early tonight...
tml i need to reach office EARLY!!!

JIAYOU lahz!
(",)v!
Ms Jam, u too lahz!
heez....

2008-11-23T22:26:00.001+08:00

到现在，
还是觉的，
爱上你很值得。。。
只是，
没那个缘分。
我也该停了。

但，
我还找不到那勇气。。。

2008-11-09T20:05:00.003+08:00

reading 'twilight'
and listening to 明天以后
to spend my sunday.

twilight is so addictive.
i can't stop myself frm image
'Edward Cullen' looks...
frm the book description of him.
the author, stephenie meyer
describes him till....
he might be the most handsome guy
u could ever seen.... stunning.
i guess the upcoming movie 'twilight'
actor, wont be as handsome as how she describes in the novel.
hehehehe......
manz.....
and i kept thinking,
how is it to be in love with a 'vampire'
LOL!!!

IM JUZ SO INTO THIS BOOK CAN!!!

im happy these few days~
can't explain why also...
=D

sat was spent at home too...
slacking slacking~~~~

//finally
im back......
to be me. =)

2008-11-03T20:19:00.004+08:00

am watching chn 8, life transformers now.
sibei sad...
this episode is abt a mother with a violent son.
i find that she's v strong.
she didnt cry when quan yifeng interviews her.
powerful mother's love.

so feel like crying....
v touched by her love.
and sympatised her situation.

emo emo emo~~~

YEAH!
tml night going to watch rec!!!

2008-11-02T21:51:00.003+08:00

dbl o with Ribena and her friends for halloween! LOL!

安静了

the mv is out! lol
and ethan is... in there too~
sibei man lorz~~~~

*yawnz.....
my cold is finally better.
except that
my throat.. suxs...

tricia's giving birth in another 5-10 days!!
cannot imagine her as a mother actually.
lol~~~~~
but she sure is a good mother!
wonder how will i feel if i were to be a mother....
heheheehez....
hahahahahahha!!

so bored lorz....

planning to watch rec with nutella and ribena.
not sure if jam wanna join........
hope she join!!!
so then we can SHOUT together!!
LOL!!!!!

2008-10-28T18:29:00.002+08:00

pulau ubin with sammi and the 2 naughties~

a tiring sunday i had.
walked ard pulau ubin while
the 2 kids cycled.
mosquito bites all over my leg...

afterall,
not a bad trip.
LOL~

yesterday shopping with ribena,
and nutella joined us @ town
after her work........
LOL~
clubbing clubbing clubbing
we are planning~
=D

im having gastric pain~
nausea feeling......
strange,
im still feeling uncomfortable
even after taking med....
sighhhh...........

2008-10-26T11:59:00.005+08:00

17 oct 08
went to shin kushiya @ suntec for dinner with my sisters...~

gelare aftermath.
damn full!!!!
after all the indulging, went BQ with sheryl,
and get superrrr....... high!!
WT....F!
hate it becoz i can't rem what i did...

MOn, ah don meet me to ginza
and its an early celebration for me...
hehehez....

21 oct 08
went steamboat with my 38 members
jam, Nutella and Ribena!
steamboat suxs!
amk kbox and....
a non-surprise bdae celebration for me!
LOL!!!!!!
still im happy as they made the effort
to acc me thru the night!
we all need to work the next day ehz!

after ktv, my sisters surprise me with this cake at home!

22 oct 08
Happy Birthday to Me!
LOL!
anna, huitian and alice
surprise me!
LOL!
irene, peipei and mages
are sweet too.....
to buy me a present!
really thanks em'!

fri, met shirlee!
lol~ so long nv see her!
we went to eat korean food!!!
am a korean craze!!!!!
KIMCHI!!!!! loves.....

last night, went night safari!
bring ah xin and ah jie there...
with my colleagues and vicu.
even though its a belated,
am still happy as
a surprise belated birthday cake
and birthday song sang for me~
LOL!
the halloween tram ride,
kinda of scared me!
LOL!

so far no programmes today and tml~
watching my korean dvd now.....
sad drama......
sobb..... =x.

//kam sa ha mi da,
arigato,
gam xia,
to all who wished me
or celebrated
my bdae for me!
=)

*there are certain people
*that are slowly fading
*in my life.....
*am not sure, if its good or bad.
*some daily habits can be changed yah.

2008-10-19T21:17:00.002+08:00

你让我站在云上头,
突然落空.

我以为自己很聪明,
可以控制情绪.

没有开始没有分手
没有爱你没有爱我
最好能只当朋友
这样感情会更长久
而,
我已深深地爱上你.

越靠近你越看见你愈痛
没想过会这么痛....

2008-10-19T17:04:00.000+08:00

this one is sibei funny!
LOL~

2008-10-12T18:32:00.001+08:00

Libra

Perfect Partners:

Gemini, Aquarius

Nearly Perfect Partners:

Leo, Sagittarius

Not Your Destiny:

Cancer, Capricorn

2008-10-12T18:22:00.003+08:00

Hanging by a Moment - Lifehouse

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
Chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

Forgetting all I'm lacking
Completely incomplete
I'll take your invitation
You take all of me now...

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you

There's nothing else to lose
There's nothing else to find
There's nothing in the world
That can change my mind
There is nothing else
There is nothing else
There is nothing else

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
Chasing after you....

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you

Just hanging by a moment (here with you)
Hanging by a moment (here with you)
Hanging by a moment here with you

2008-10-12T17:57:00.002+08:00

路人甲

i didnt know this song was sang by him.
nice song........

had an enjoyable night out with my committee members.
went ginza... with j, missy r and nll.
as usual, craps, gossips, bitching and lol!
in the end, nll mentioned she got singinng kick.
and that we sld go to kbox!
lol~~~~~

-a happier note.-
i tried to chat with him.
ohhh.... lucky me, he did replied.
so...... im happy~
-end of note.-

LIFEHOUSE ROXS!
their songs r so meaningful!

Take Me Away
this time all I want is you
there is no one else
who can take your place
this time you burned me with your eyes
you see past all the lies
you take it all away
I've seen it all and it's never enough
it keeps leaving me needing you
take me away
take me away
I've got nothing left to say
just take me away
I try to make my way to you
but still I feel so lost
I don't know what else I can do
I've seen it all and it's never enough
it keeps leaving me needing you
take me away
take me away
I've got nothing left to say
just take me away
don't give up on me yet
don't forget who I am
I know I'm not there yet
but don't let me stay here alone
this time all I want is you
there is no one else
who can take your place
I've seen it all and it's never enough
it keeps leaving me needing you
take me away
take me away
I've got nothing left to say
just take me away
take me away
take me away
I've got nothing left to say
just take me away
***********************

recently, trying to compose a song.
i dont know how to play any instrument though.
hehehehez.......
still working on it.

2008-10-05T16:53:00.001+08:00

女儿红 - 周杰伦

雨停下的天空. 灰的更加老旧.
你说你不懂为何在这时牵手.
我晒干了承诺. 灰的更加懵懂.
就算做事做错也只是怕错过
在一起走. 分开了走.
是不是说没有做完的梦最痛.
你若退后. 我能承受.
在最后的出口. 在爱过哪儿才有.

能不能给我一首歌的时间.
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远.
在我的怀里. 不用太多失眠.
如果你想忘记我也能适应.

能不能给我一首歌的时间.
把故事听到最后才说再见.
你送我的眼泪. 让他留在雨天.
如果你怀疑一心的依然勇气当作鄙夷...

被淋湿的天空. 灰的更加老旧.
你说你不懂我为何在这时牵手
我晒干了承诺. 灰的狠冲动
就算做事做错也只是怕错过
在一起走. 分开了走.
是不是说没有做完的梦最痛.
你若退后. 我能承受.
在最后的出口. 在爱过哪儿才有.

能不能给我一首歌的时间.
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远.
在我的怀里. 不用太多失眠.
如果你想忘记我也能适应.

能不能给我一首歌的时间.
把歌词听到最后再说再见.
你送我的眼泪. 让他留在雨天.
如果你怀疑一心的依然勇气当作鄙夷...

你说我不该不该不该在这时候说了我爱你.
要怎麽证明我没有说谎的力气.请告诉我.
而暂停算不算放弃.
我只有那一天的回忆...

能不能给我一首歌的时间.
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远.
在我的怀里. 不用太多失眠.
如果你想忘记我也能适应.

能不能给我一首歌的时间.
哦.把歌词听到最后再说再见.
你送我的眼泪. 让他留在雨天.
哦.如果你怀疑一心的依然勇气当作鄙夷...

rap部分. 你说过我不该.
在这时说爱你. 要怎麽证明我没有力气.
可是暂停却算不算放弃.
我说我不该不该. 不该在这时才说爱你.
要怎麽证明我没有力气.
我只有一天回忆
Over...

2008-09-28T16:21:00.002+08:00

如果时间真的能够让伤心难过都全瘀，
那，那时间，是多久呢。。。

可不可以让自己逃离。。。。

2008-09-23T00:15:00.001+08:00

im sad.
v v v sad.
my heart pain.

i wish i could leave this place.

why it all seems to be my fault.
sighhhh......

sibei sad.

i need to disappear for some time.

2008-09-19T00:53:00.004+08:00

i love canon in d!
major the most!
this version that my blog is playing,
is nice too~~~~~~
im like floating while listening....

ENJOY!

and LOVE CANON IN D!

MY FUTURE WEDDING MARCH IN MUSIC!
LOL!!!!!!!
loves.....

2008-09-19T00:53:00.002+08:00

有一些冲动，
做了，就要接受后果。

说好了，并不代表做的到。
你是这样的吧。。。
说，做朋友，
可是。。。。。。。
很多东西已经不能和从前一样。

2008-09-18T13:10:00.002+08:00

haha.
okay, its v funny now.
actually its expected lahz..
juz not that fast maybe
hahahaha~

im not sure whether
its for the fun of it...
or..... what...
becoz i dont feel sad
and i think i sld feel sad...
-.-"""

its okay.
im still happy!
LOL!

shit!!!!
我真的是很没有感觉lehz!

2008-09-15T19:15:00.002+08:00

the horoscope 星座

You’re born under the sign of Libra, which represents the element of air, or the intellect. You’re most definitely a thinker — you like to use your mind to tackle problems. Libra is the seventh sign of the zodiac, which refers to relationships of all sorts and your connection to the world around you.

People know you as someone who loves to socialise. Your outgoing nature and love of communicating brilliant ideas to people around you is one of your strengths. You’re rarely at a loss for words … even on your worst day you have the gift of the gab!

You not only have the ability to share your ideas in a very natural way; you also have charm in the way you convey your feelings. This is another of your very positive traits. Even people who don’t agree with what you have to say can’t resist you and will usually behave well around you — you’re simply a nice person.

Your love of communication makes you an excellent mediator and negotiator. Coupled with the fact that you’re always reasonable in the way you deal with people, this means your friends and co-workers can always depend on your having a balanced viewpoint, even in the fiercest of arguments.

In fact, if there’s a problem with you, it comes out of the fact that you’re so good at seeing all the sides of a problem and staying impartial. This makes it hard for you to commit to one side of an argument — you don’t want to be seen as biased, and you want everyone to like you!

What ends up happening is that the way you get everyone’s approval is by agreeing with everyone. This is not a good idea, because you’re agreeing to things for the wrong reasons: to keep everyone on side, rather than because you’re firmly committed to something. Try not to do this, because it can mess up your dealings with people. You don’t need to bend over so far just to be accepted.

Making decisions is an area in which you excel, but again, don’t jump to conclusions simply to please others. You have the ability to look at all sides of an issue, so use it. Sometimes you get stressed if you feel you’re being obstructed somehow. The answer is to get all the relevant facts; running off and asking others to support you will just confuse things.

And anyway, if you look inside yourself you’ll realise that you can rely on your own experiences. You don’t need to use others as a crutch for your decisions.

When you get to know people, you are perfectly comfortable sharing your feelings with them, and you’ll go to some trouble to make them feel at ease. You create harmony in your environment to match the harmony in your character.

This relates to the fact that your ruling planet is Venus. This is a soft and gracious planet, and feminine by nature. Your softer side is expressed in pretty much everything you do — the way you entertain guests, the type of home furnishings you like to buy, the clothes you wear and even your personal grooming.

All these things express the natural flair and grace which is part of that Venus temperament. There’s no way others won’t notice your style. People see you as elegant and tasteful — and that’s people who know you well as well as people who’ve just met you.

You often make a great first impression because you are such a good communicator and connect so easily with people; this makes you an ace networker. Some people believe you must have an ulterior motive because you are dealing with so many people at once, but it’s really just that you absolutely love socialising and partying. You are a real ‘people person’.

Because Venus is the planet of love, you seek love this in everything you do, and particularly in relationships. Finding your soulmate is a big dream, perhaps even your most significant life mission — you will go to great lengths to meet lots and lots of people. Who knows where you’ll find the right one? You have a lot to give to the person you feel is your perfect match.

Very few Librans find the peace and satisfaction they’re looking for until they’ve connected with that special person. Once this happens, they can really get into their work, family and other domestic affairs with energy.

There are three grades of Libra. Which of these do you fall under? You can figure it out by the date of your Libran birth.

If you're born between the 24th of September and the 3rd of October you are a true die hard Libran and have the qualities of Venus fully dominating your life. You are artistic, caring and full of love and social warmth. Venus provides you with loads of friends, perhaps too many at times.

Librans born between the 4th and 13th of October are a little wacky by nature but harmless. If that's you, life is a bundle of fun and you can expect the unexpected from time to time. You like the surprises that life throws at you.

The final portion of Libra occurs between the 14th and 23rd of October. Were you born during this time frame? If so, you are the type of Libran who is constantly on the hunt for knowledge and information. You are an eternal student who will never tire of learning news things. As well, you will never grow old as Mercury's co rulership of your life ensures a sprightly and youthful attitude.

Libra is a movable air sign, which means there’s creativity in you. You are quick to grasp ideas, and you have a need to produce works of art and unusual or original things. You bring a touch of art to anything you do. Remember to incorporate this part of you into all your life’s activities; you’ll be richly rewarded.

2008-09-14T21:28:00.002+08:00

Holding back the tears

Gazing at the blank clouds
Looking back at the past
and memories that seem to come back...ohh

Albums filled with pictures
Images of the painful past
Unbearable days of a broken heart
are slowly coming back...

*I'm holding back the tears
Walking to a place, so empty
Where a different me
stands among the streets
By this, I may be able to forget
my love for you

A summer so cold
A sky so gray
How can my heart move on
From this

Heartache, that never seem to end
Though it's stupid to just walk away,
but it's the only thing I know now
that we're apart...

**I'm living with my tears
Walking to a place, so empty
Where a different me
stands among the streets
By this, I may be able to forget
my love for you...ohh

***I'm holding back the tears
I'll run 'till the end
Hoping to reach a new place
Where my new self and fate awaits me
among thousands of crowds
With just small laughs I can smile laugh at

2008-09-07T17:06:00.002+08:00

so fast lahz!
tml is MON liaoz~
walaoz ehz........
is sianz 到。。。。。

luckily,
fri and last night i had FUN!!!
LOL!!!!!!!

on fri,
met sammi for dinner...
实在是很不好意思咯，
im supposed to treat her eat @ coffeeshop
in the end horz......
我只有7块钱！哈哈！
then she treats me botak jones instead~
-.-""""....
ah don called!
ginza~~~~~~~~~ so long nv go liaoz lehz!
LOL!
he asked me to sing 如果你也听说。
the waitress say, 你唱的很好听，隔壁的也是点这首歌，可是。。。你还是唱的比她们好听。
after that, 听到了。。果然，我是唱的比较好听~哈哈~
LOL night with them!
loves.....!

last night!....
tiring but happy!!
alright, went to office at night,
coz there's some probs.
well, at least i got a free stamp to NAB.
and get to see NAB after their renovation!
LOL!!!!!!!!
late late dinner with sheryl. then i went to taboo.
as han min's friend have not reach.
we went to play! LOL!
really alot of cute xdd lorz!!!!!!!!
taboo after less then a hr in play.
LOL!!!!!!!!!
fun fun fun!
and i saw my colleague in taboo!
-.-""""""""""""""".....
hehehehehe!

how i wish i could stop the time now~

2008-09-03T20:58:00.003+08:00

最近，我和S君相处的还不错。
有一点点的惊讶。。。
呵呵。。。

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一首不错的歌。

戴爱玲- 恋单

我喜欢这首歌！
谁有？？！！

石欣卉 - 你没想像中爱我

你小心翼翼牵我手
其实是担忧藏不住我
自尊也投降活在她之下
我好傻

你字字句句说你不爱她
那又是什么让你害怕
我疑惑但是原谅因为你留下
我好傻

不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来你没想像中那么爱我
我不懂该拿什么安慰我的难受
你的存在让我更寂寞

你寸步不离像天使的她
挥霍我的爱从不放心上
我有一丝无奈也有一些明白
该放开

不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来你没想像中那么爱我
我不能再从你的怀抱感觉到什么
不爱我别再说假装爱那是撒盐在伤口

啊... 谁说我不在意空等候
原来你从来都没深刻爱我
我才懂不是我不心痛
其实是心没了感受

呜... ...

你没想像中爱我

2008-09-02T23:33:00.002+08:00

做傻事的人叫，傻瓜。
做笨事的人叫，笨蛋。

现在的我，
好像，差不多，要做一些傻事。。。
人人常说，我是个傻瓜，
果然。。。。没错耶。
哈哈！
好难过喔~~~~
我的人生好悲惨啊！

2008-08-31T16:02:00.003+08:00

I never believed in love
I was deceived by love
I never had much luck with lovers before

And I couldn't compete
I seemed just part of the street
To be walked on by everyone but then

Then, I found a very special love in you
It's a feeling that's so totally new
Over and over, it's burning inside
And I found a very special love in you
And it almost breaks me in two
Squeezing me tighter
But I'm never gonna let go

You're not like the rest
I know you're one of the best
You give more than you should and take nothing in return

Stay always with me
And I always will be
The one person that you can count on always to love you

And I found a very special love in you
It's a feeling that's so totally new
Over and over, it's burning inside
And I found a very special love in you
And it almost breaks me in two
Squeezing me tighter
But I'm never gonna let go

And I Found a very special love in you
It's a feeling that's so totally new
Over and over, it's burning inside
I found a very special love in you
And it almost breaks me in two
Squeezing me tighter
But I'm never gonna let go

~~~~~~~~~Sweet~~~~~~~~~~
甜蜜蜜~

2008-08-31T11:54:00.003+08:00

今天是星期天
可是，我要去做工。
其实，早已经习惯，
只不过，最近做的不是很快乐。。。。。
脾气也开始变的很不好。。。
很容易就不耐烦。。
好难过喔。

多想好好休息。

好闷啊啊啊！
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忍不住想要爱你的冲动
不确定你属于我会有点寂寞
你给的幸福在我心中自由走动
抚平我每一个伤口

忍不住想要吻你的冲动
不确定我的执着能让你感动
我只能相信自己感受不怕失落
关于你的一切我想要比谁都懂

你是情人还是朋友
还没勇气想得太多
你的世界如此辽阔
我会在哪个角落

~~献给E君~~。。。。哈哈哈哈！！
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2008-08-30T11:11:00.002+08:00

----Gossip Girls----

met part of my gossip girls last night.
LOL~
as usual gossip and craps all along.
LOL too~

2008-08-18T21:08:00.001+08:00

Ed.Is.On Toh!!

cute cute cute!

2008-08-18T20:31:00.002+08:00

13 aug, the 228 flowers went to celebrate the 4th flower birthday.
here i present the 4th flower (bdae girl)

went fish & co for dinner.
then to marriot for dessert.

the pastries that the 228 flowers ordered.

u must be curious, except for the 4th flower, the rest of the flowers consist of who?
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hi, we r the 228 flowers~

the 1st and 3rd flower share a love hate r/s. i personally feel that hate is more than love. LOL~

this 3 flowers live in harmony.

finally, our 1st flower had another expression.

the 228 flowers again~

this 3 camwhore flowers~ 1st flower and me really cannot tahan them//

14 aug, i had my ES exam.
essay topics are
1) what do u look for in a career
2) what do u think of the payment modes in sg
3) compare and contrast living in a small country and big.

wth!
i stoned for some time when i saw the topics.
i totally had no idea on what to write.
i chose no. 1
manage to write 300+ words.
goodness.......
luckily its over!!!!

i spent the rest of the days at home~
am nt feeling well.......
till now,
im still.......
so not feeling well.......
*yawnz........

2008-08-09T15:29:00.002+08:00

finally,
im left with 1 more paper to go!
but.....
next week onwards,
i guess work's going to be tough.
i hate it!

raining, raining
lucky me, IM AT HOME! wahahahaha!
ooopsss.....
whats going to happen to...
the NDP!

last night,
went to eat sakae buffet with sheryl and her cousin.
i almost die...... of bloatness...

*yawnz.......
feel like slping.........

tonight,
ting and shuyi coming over
for a sleepover!!!
lol!
and i bet as usual....
ting will be the 1st one to
ZZZzzzzzz off.. always.......

|| back to gossip girls ||

2008-08-03T14:16:00.003+08:00

until now,
im still thinking
whether to forgive and forget.

to think of it,
maybe i sld forgive.
but.....
the thing is that,
u wont be the one
that im going to look for
when im down or bored.
becoz i dont want to....
let things happen again.

yesterday,
i went back to office
and work 10 damn hrs!
cabbed to my niece's hse.
wahahahahha!
and so coincidence,
all my kids juz finished playing
and so......
we went home together!

so tired........

2008-07-29T22:03:00.002+08:00

wahahaha!
this pic is cute lahz....!
im not.......
IN LOVE lorz...
LOL!
at times wish that i am.
but mostly of the times,
am glad that im single!
wahahahaha!

think im.....
going crazy lahz!
im controlling my stress.
wont allow myself to be.
really wanna finished work,
go off earlier and revise for my exams lorz...
but............
cannot finish lehz.
kaoz.........
can i take MC!!?? wahahha
on the exam day!
wahahhahahahaa!
ARGHHHHHHHH!!!!!

am going to slppp........
hope that i can hav a good slp!
tml die die also must study liaoz!

2008-07-28T23:16:00.000+08:00

hahaa!
my bed!!!

the 2 xiao wan zi and the melody are from Jonas!!
hehehehehez....!!
really are my favourites lorz!!!
so CUTE!!
I love Em'!
and of coz Jonas too!
hehehehez!

2008-07-28T20:14:00.003+08:00

i hate how im feeling now.

when u miss someone,
u can't tell.
u like this someone,
u can't tell also.

*yawnz........
so tired......
going for dinner liaoz!

i want to free myself!!!

2008-07-20T19:52:00.002+08:00

its been some time since i blog.

i'd being busy with work, school and outings.

things change, humans change.
i think abt loads of things.
thinking abt,
why do ppl get married at a young age,
what is the reason that caused one to change,
why can't one to commit when u choose to get married,
loads of questions...........
guess, im just too bored,
thus these questions popped out.. haa.

exams is juz 2 weeks away.
gosh!
im juz so unwillingly to start revision.
so unlucky, 1 of the papers fall on the 1st again.
and maybe,
or who knows,
my that colleague might say something like
"ohhh, u r not tired becoz u didnt do mth end."
on the end of aug.
well it happened before.
u know, im not sure if im being petty or....

i had an exam on the 1st apr.
i took leave on that day, but stil helped out on the 31st night alright.
during the apr mth end,
my that colleague told me she's tired.
i say, i dont feel tired.
and she says, becoz u didnt do mth end last mth.
ohhh...! arghh!
pissed, i am alright.....
i didnt skip mth end becoz i went playing u know.
damn!
did i say nasty things to her when i had to do year end without her!
having to do those transfers, handling auditors, my own work etc.....
shit her!
if she's unhappy with me having to go for exams,
she can joyfully leave!
juz stay away from me, and stop giving me those shits!
beter still, free me from hearing her complaining to others
abt how much work she hav,
how slack i am,
how pity u r!
U DESERVES IT!
becoz its all ur retribution if u didnt realised it!
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gossip girl is nice!
pls watch!!!!!!
tml will be a better day!!!! =)